Finally... we're done with assessment last Friday, probably the most chaotic since every batch seemed to have SOME kind of problem. The other day, half of zero_four didn't make it. I didn't quite get everything done myself, but survived the presentation with a big sigh of relief. They liked my jacket with the armadillo-inspired sleeve. The lecturers noticed i'm always around at the bengkel, so they called me SLOW 'coz i didn't finish my last illustration. "Selalu ade kat bengkel tapi keje tak siap". Gitu la katenye.
And CK kept asking about the pants... which she never mentioned throughout the semester, not until pre-assessment which was obviously too late for me to get started. I was obsessed with the top and was already losing focus on the bridal, so there was no way a pair of armadillo pants was possible. I didn't even have time to get the stud button made for the jacket, so i had to sew the sleeve on. Pn Hasmah looked impressed when the sleeve was pulled down, which is exactly what i had hoped for.
They nodded when i explained how i had initially wanted to make the sleeve bigger and thicker like i did for the toile but later settled for smaller and more flexible material so that it became more wearable and relevant and not so costumey. Overall, they liked it. "Interesting and nice design". And CK said i have a good attitude. Yayyy...~
Halfway through babbling about the jacket, i realized my bridal was out of sight. Apparently there's no need to present on the draping so the model would just go to Pn Saemah for marks to be given while i'm with the other model on the far side of the room. I didn't even realize Reyta was ever there before and she had already changed by the time i was done with my presentation. Ouh Reyta was our model that day. She modelled my bridal wear while Khai wore the jacket. Tanx for the help guys!
I asked Reyta to put the dress back on just to take a few shots. The dress was a mess, i wasn't done with the finishing actually. So now En Faizal kept telling me to get right back to it so that it'll be ready for a photoshoot. A real shoot that he's been wanting to do for us. And our designs would most probably be worn by the oh-so-awesome Tengku Azura...! Gile weyh~
Most people like the design of my bridal but i think the construction is poor. It's not exactly well-made. Maybe gowns and dresses ain't really my thing. I was excited to be learning draping this semester but then when it comes to actually making a draped dress.... Ayo0~ it's such a grueling task. I don't have the patience to do all the tacking. Heh.. .
I'm happy with the assessment, i guess. But i'm still worried... i hope my pointers won't go down. I can't help but be a bit restless thinking about it. Plus, we still have Philosophy paper coming up. And right now we're preparing for this semester's fashion show. It's gonna be a huge event. Live coverage, with Agong and the Permaisuri present... at Le Meridian. Tickets are sold at RM150. Invite all the Datins, they'd want fresh new designers with fresh new ideas to vamp up their look for social events, i'm sure. For students, tickets are sold at RM60 only. I'll update the details later.. .
Adios for now~
Final 03
RAYA '09
The next day... Raya! It's green this year so me loikes it la. We smayang raya, jalan kaki to the mosque. So near only. Then later everyone's all dressed up so it's time to salam-salam. Didn't think it'd be this emotional. Didn't think i'd cry either (Wait. Who am i kidding?). LOL...~
We went beraya to a few houses and got very kenyang. Tried a peanut butter kuih raya... damn nice la weyh rase nak curik satu balang. Heh~ The next day, went to Sungai Petani pule.
Third day raya, went to Perlis for a wedding.
Ouh there was this guy, looking for Mama and wanted to take pictures, asking Baba "Mane tu Anita Sarawak tu?" I thought he was joking around la kan, since there IS a slight resemblance between the two. Ahahaha... Sorry, Ma. But this guy haa, he somewhat serious dowh. Baba took him to Mama and he took pic with her and asked, "Btol kan u ni Anita Sarawak?"
Hahahhahahahahahahah... .
*guling-guling*
Esoknya went beraya lagi for the last time la and near the house got sawah. YESSS! Been looking for one 'coz jealous of Filzah's pix last year. LOL~ So i shot Aan and later, Kaklong juga mao.
So overall raya was ok la. And now cuti is OVER people. Please get snap into reality. We have a life to get back to... OH EM JI. All the assignments... projects... toile... Finals near ledi weyh! Mamposss~
Bertenang Aad, makan kuih raya dulu.. .
;D
Nak Raya Dah Weyh
LOL...~
Macam la aku mude.. .
Yna
Ganu
Zie
Tajul
. ... .
Selamat Hari Raya
to all my beloved friends.
Maafkan salah dan silap ye.
Luv ya~
. ... .
Demmit
More than a week has passed since we started to puasa. It rains everyday now, hujan rahmat katenye. And life is pretty... great . But in the midst of this beautiful Ramadhan, i find myself to be a bit down. I mean no disrespect towards the holy month but its arrival has somewhat stirred a certain uneasiness in me, and having me dread Hari Raya even... because being in the fasting month means only one thing to me- DRAMA.
No, i don't feel the excitement nor do i care to go for that raya shopping. I hadn't picked a color for my new baju melayu. I don't even want a new baju melayu. I'm not psyched to balik kampung. Heck, i don't really have a kampung anymore. All i'm focused on right now is the berbuka time with my friends and it's the only instant that i could be somewhat happy. I didn't even realize i was unhappy, not until mama brought it up. Now that's ironic, 'coz she doesn't wanna see me sulk, and yet i'm feeling more pathetic now after talking to her the other night. It's not her fault though, just bad timing... 'coz she preached right before the drama began. And yeah, it's officially started.
I saw it coming and yet i ain't fully prepared. I hate this. No wonder everything's been so great for me the last couple of months... I had been blessed with lotsa good things that came my way. I knew there was a catch. I had been on top. And now the wheel has turned and i'm at the bottom. Now, i gotta face all the shit that's coming and wait 'til the wheel turns again where i'll be once more on top. That's just how life works, isn't it? There's a familiar cloud hovering over me and it's gonna rain... hard. All i wanna do is be alone. W0w. This feeling really is all too familiar.. .
To whom it may concern, here's what i have to say- We never see eye to eye. We never even had ONE decent conversation. Ever. You don't trust a word that comes out of my mouth. We hardly ever act in a civilized manner in each other's presence. My very existence is appalling to you and your aura alone is enough to make me cringe. So why is it that you think i'd agree to a day out with you... to buy raya clothes in which i'm not even interested in?
Clearly this is just another act. Another means of creating drama to pull me deeper into the pit of depression. Next act would be, of course, to make me choose where i'd celebrate raya. Honestly, i'd rather stay home alone and watch movies all week. But that's not gonna happen, i suppose. Whatever it is, i hope i've got the strength to ignore you and not let your evil plans ruin my life. So shooo~! get the hell away from me. You ain't gonna bring me down. Not today.. .
Malam Kecemerlangan Thingy
Suddenly this sem they doing it grand... at night, with proper dress code and all. We appreciate it, tapi klu wat cam dulu pon xpe, we don't mind. At least dulu wat kat Audi je, and time kelas. Bole gak ponteng. Ahaha...~